= sithuwili =

"හදුනන්නෙදෝ ඔබ මාගේ සෙනේ
ඉවසන්නෙදෝ ඔබ ඊයේ වගේ

හදවත කොනේ මා කදුලක් තියෙනවා
කිසිදාක නොසිතූ
නොපැතූ ලෙසේ ...."

- summer 2008

summary

whats the use of hope for a single heart?

where does the falling of tears end?

Love is a dream.

The dark endless dark tunnel doesnt even have the tinniest starlight.

The sun will never shine again.

Its the dream and the far away moon.

Dreams flow across the sky and the ocean cries out with memories.

So,its time for me to leave you,

I'll leave from your heart and its all his now.



Eventhough I'll be lonely for the rest of ma lyf,

Eventhough I'm a looser in this game of love,

you will always will be the moon.

On a dark moonless night

a new star will tell me the way,

may be I'll try to smile again.



I'll come to you before I die,

I'll smile at least one again,
Will you drop a single teardrop and cleanse me?

I knew that you didnt belong to me.

do you hear the songs

that I sing,

from the edge of the mountain,

bewitched by the memories.

my little mermaid,

please look down from the peak।

untill the moon had vanished upon the valley and the mountain peaks

in the western sky,

I was not shaken by the secret you told me.

I knew that you didnt belong to me.

when the sun rised among the lake,river and the sea,

in the eastren sky,

I was not shaken by your glimmering eyes

I knew that you didnt belong to me.

ජීවිතය

ජීවිතය මුලසිට වැරදුනු වියමනකි.

'fresh' luv

I'm the cupid who's suffering from the pain

and not the mermaid who was shot by the arrow.

I'll swear by the moon and the star in the sky

and hangaround you,

my loving mermaid!

You're my loving mermaid!

my painful dream, in this city of mermaids!

I'll wait till then, let's love for the time being.

If you wanna be in my arms, whisper sweet word looking at my eyes!

I'll be in your arms with throwing flowers towards infinity.

Is it the taste of the bow of flowers?

What is the limit of romance?

If you don't hurt me,I'll let you go,

While hugging the pain written face of your's.

You're my loving mermaid!

my painful dream,

in this city of mermaids!

winter 2007

since you left

trapped in the darkness of the fog,
left alone with the sighs,
life has stopped in the dry desert.

hopes have dried out slowly,
blue lotus eys has faded in the furious winds,
since you left me suddenly.

the dream that gave me warmth has died,
image of blurred in my eyes.

in the corner of the beach,
under the cold moon,
tears cied out in silence.
Me alone all the night without you,
sun is hidden somewhere,
sunk in the waves,

even the stars ahve fallen from the burnt sky.

yesterday you were in my LAP,
the words that you whispered to me,
pains the heart with utter misery,
being friendly with the darknes.

' b4 u sy '

b4 u say ' I dnt evn nd u as frnd '

let me say gud bye 2u

and leave

let me grab al d verses I wrote

and bcm a single poem.

???

please explain me slowly

to make up my mind again

how much do you love me?

Its the end of the last evenning

and I can not be alone

with the feeling painted in the sleepless eyes of yours

Its the end of an era of love and I cant stop just nearby a tear

= future =

I offered her the love

which I offered you in the past.

We fell in love like strings of the guitar।

= present =

Since you're far away

the sky was filled up with dark clouds,

both the moon and the tears cried out

covering the pain at heart with sighs.

= past =

when I fell down

from your memory,

I forgot myself.

= i knew it =

I knew drknes wud cm,bt lvd da moon...

knew it'l fade away,bt lvd da rose...

knew it'l burn me dwn, bt lvd da sun...

knew u wud go away,bt lvd you...

wen da moon wsnt thre, thre ws a tiny star...

wen da rose died, it's scent ws thr...

wen da sun ws burnin, thr ws a breeze...

wen u left, nbdy ws thr

= shorty =

if the moon doesnt come to lightup my sky,

come with only a single star even with its dim glow...

if you dont sing to please my ears,

whisper one single word.

if you dont come to please my eyes,

come and go as one dream

...although its doesnt worth it at all.

= too late =

She said nobody has done this much for her.

She said I'd find a nice girl.

She said I' deserve a nice life.

She said she has given the word for him

... and I''m too late.

2006 / 07 / 09

I was there for you on a gorgeous day,

your smile bloomed infront of my eyes.

It was your heart that made me love you,

with all my heart.

Your love mesmarized my heart,

I wondered whether your heart had any space for me,

I felt as if my whole life is a dream.

I was drifting in a beautiful dream,

and you were my princess in it.

day : 2006 / 07 / 09

place : a_food_centre, cmb

dearest _ h r t

star is for me - moon is 4u...
nyt is mine - mrng is urs...

tears r mine - smyl is 4u...

rose is 4u - thorns r 4me...

sigh is mine - smile is 4u...

past is 4me - 2mrw is 4u...